One phrase: Rapidly decreasing bank account and finals.
The stress! Yeah, it's nearly finals week. Am I prepared? No sir. Then again, I'm sure everything will be all right. It always is. But I'm prone to blow things out of proportion; it's my thing.
Just like my savings account. Shrinking!
I can't get unemployment in the state of Hawaii while going to school full time and I just found out the other day that I failed to finish the application for becoming a degree seeking student at Hawaii Pacific University. So, I have to miss the first summer term and take later classes which means I won't get my housing allowance from my GI Bill which then means I have to pay the rent with money from savings. That money was going to pay other bills as well as put food on the table. I guess it's time to get a real job.
I spent most of my life just trying to get by and I did a good job of it. Now, now I care and I want to make something of my life, become a production (degree having) member of society but it seems like someone is throwing up brick walls to block my path. Maybe this is how it all works. A test, perhaps. You don't deserve to be successful if you can't get over these hurdles. Who knows.